My Journey to the One Who Never Lets Go

 Life can feel like a battle sometimes. You’re trying to hold it all together—your family, your job, your emotions—but deep down, you’re tired. You wonder if you're doing enough. If you're strong enough. 

But there’s good news: You don’t have to fight alone.

Don't forget the story of Moses in Exodus 17.  As long as Moses held his hands up to God, they kept winning the battle. When he got tired, his friends helped him keep his hands raised. After the victory, Moses called God Jehovah Nissi—“The Lord is my Banner.”

A banner is something lifted high so everyone can see it. It’s a sign of victory, hope, and identity. And right now, God is waving His banner over you.

He’s holding it high in the air, reminding you:
“I’m with you. Keep your eyes on Me.”

He’s giving you hope when you feel hopeless.
Courage when you're afraid.
Peace when everything feels uncertain.

Even when life is hard.
Even when the fight feels long.
Even when you feel weak...

Jehovah Nissi is still your banner.
You are not forgotten.
You are not failing.
You are led and loved by a God who never stops fighting for you.

So take a breath.
Look up.
See the banner waving.
And remember—the One who leads you has already claimed the victory.

I choose to lift my eyes and run to Jehovah Nissi - the one who lifts a banner over me.

The Journey of Becoming –

 

You don’t have to have it all together to be loved by God.

He’s not waiting for you to be perfect — He’s already working in your heart, shaping you, gently calling you closer, even through the hard days.

When you mess up, He doesn’t walk away.
When you feel unworthy, He whispers, “I’m not finished with you yet.”

Jehovah Mekoddishkem means that God Himself is the one making you holy. Not your effort. Not your performance. Just His love and grace working in you, little by little, day by day.

So if today feels messy…
If your thoughts aren’t what they should be…
If you're tired of trying to be "good enough"…

Let this truth settle your heart:

He’s still sanctifying you. You're still His. You're still becoming.

You’re on a journey — and He walks every step with you.

He is Jehovah Mekoddishkem

"Meh" like "met" - 

"KO" rhymes with "go" - 

"deesh" rhymes with "leash

"kem" like "them" but with a "k"

I CHOOSE TO TRUST AND BELIEVE JEHOVAH MEKODDISHKEM DURING THIS JOURNEY CALLED LIFE!!!

The Journey of Trust — When You Don’t Know What to Do, God Still Provides

When the noise gets loud and the path gets blurry I need a reminder of the one who never changes. This is my reminder:

She had prayed so much already, but now the words wouldn’t come.

It wasn’t that she didn’t believe.
She just didn’t know what else to say.

Then, a stranger came over — with a warm cup of tea and a soft voice. “I don’t know why,” she said, “but I felt like you shouldn’t sit here alone.”

It wasn’t much, but somehow, it was everything.

They sat together.  And in that quiet moment, she felt something change—not the situation, but her heart. She felt peace.

That’s when she remembered: Jehovah Jireh. The Lord who provides.

It reminded her of Abraham and Isaac—how God made a way when it seemed like there was none. God didn’t show up early. He didn’t explain everything. But He showed up right on time.

In that moment, she realized—God wasn’t just going to provide answers. He was already providing comfort. Strength. A reminder that she wasn’t alone.

The road ahead might be hard. But she could walk it, because she knew God was walking with her.

Maybe you’re there too—stuck in a place of waiting or fear. If so, please remember:

God sees you.
He’s with you.
And He’s already working, even if you can’t see it yet.

Jehovah Jireh.
Even now.
Even here.
Even for you

I CHOOSE TO TRUST IN JEHOVAH JIREH - MY PROVIDER